Shit im sorry.
Its just. Irl i have. Well nothing realy. Wheh i look at my self theres nothing. I never achieved nothing all i do is things for other people and i accomplish nothing. Im.. i just feel alone. Empty.
Shit im sorry i just need to vent.

If you need to vent, go ahead, we'll take it all.

If you often feel down like this, you should consult. Depression is a disease, and there are treatments. For most people, trying to bull-rush through it on their own isn't a very good idea.

For now, here's some Dekkai Shiawase Desu

This calls for a Disney Song marathon!







And my personal favourite.

Prince Zuko's theme song

You guys rock. Its just fuckit. I gets so much shit.
I left schoolat 15 to help the family run a buisnes spent 10 teats doing nightshifts. So never had a tenage life. Then shit got worse. But " your just feeling sorry for your self." hell no one spoke 1 word to me after my brother died. No one its been fucking 7 years.
And what? I fucking still clean up after fucking everyone.
I havent dated since Clinton theres that too.
I wish i drank.

I don't feel like I've done anything meaningful with my life and I probably never will. That said, if you ever need to talk you can always message me and I'll listen. We love you Sully!

Thing is this. This isnt a logic thing. Its a chemical thing.
i know for a fact i have saved lives arround 7 if i wanted to count. its just a mental thing i can barely feel the compulsion or will to move.
 

Yeah vent to everybody here as much as you need to. A lot of people going through shit sometimes don't have that one friend who can lend an ear and hear you out which helps a lot.

True. Got it out butwell brain cemistry and shit need to get in whack.
Sorry for this.

Depression really is a fuckin cunt. I'm sorry that shit is being shit for you, Sully. As you've probably read before, I suffer from MDD (major depressive disorder) and I've only been on meds to treat it for a year. I know what it feels like to have nothing, to feel nothing thus you can always PM me anytime and I'll respond as soon as I can.

You'd only be a whiny bitch if a lot of what you posted is whiny, you're just venting and that's perfectly fine.

Depression is like drowning while everyone else around you is breathing, but once we break the surface then we'll be stronger after treading through all that bullshit that life likes to toss at us.

You have us to vent to and a place to post random humorous crap, things like that goes a long way.

If you have Steam, you can add me on there too since I'm on there more than here.