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Post by Deleted on Sept 10, 2015 21:22:45 GMT -6
That fuckin bitch. Regarding CBT and/or medication: In my experience, people who don't suffer from it themselves have difficulties grasping the dimension of a depression. Sure, CBT can help a lot with developing strategies to deal better with reacurring difficult situations. But I can't drill my brain like a German shepard (thankfully?). "Maladaptive thoughts" in a depression can't be eliminated with psychotherapeutic methods. A depression also doesn't go away through sheer willpower, neither stubbornness, I've tried. For a time perhaps, until it bitch slaps you again. And when it hits you, there's nothing you can do about it. Like others in this thread have said, it feels like being Holed behind a dark curtain, like drowning, like being paralyzed. It's not like having a negative mindset or being in a slightly depressive mood. It's a neurological disorder and needs to be medicated. Ideally in combination with psychotherapy. What kind of therapeutic approach it will be in the end, or if at all, mostly depends if you actually wanna share your misery with the therapist person.
We just gotta keep going, Sully, and not lose our drive, whatever that may be.
Well, I do have it. Heck, earlier today I thought I might have blown a tire and I don't have the funds for a new one, so the first thing that popped in my head was to blow my brains out to avoid the reality. Sheer will power may not last permanently, but it lasts long enough to recover. Also, no, I don't trsut psychiatrists, so I don't plan to see them along with no meds. It's something I can deal with on my own. Oh, if it's a strategy that's working for you, that's good. Everyone's dealing differently with their individual situation. For me personally, it got difficult after some time to bring up the energy to fight the depression on my own.
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