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Jupiter Senior Member I have made 299 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined August 2015 I've received 463 likes My gender is Male	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 2:35:03 GMT -6 Lady Artifice likes this Post by Jupiter on Sept 10, 2015 2:35:03 GMT -6 Sept 10, 2015 1:45:52 GMT -6 Sully said: i can't speak. That works; you can be the TFP Soundwave to my glorious Megatron~
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Sully Banned for Spam Needs a pee I have made 2,341 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined August 2015 I've received 1,070 likes My gender is Female BSN Posts UNDER 9000	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 3:08:34 GMT -6 Post by Sully on Sept 10, 2015 3:08:34 GMT -6 Shit i need a voice box.
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Lorn Pillar of the Community What are you afraid of? I have made 678 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined August 2015 I've received 367 likes My gender is Male	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 6:41:44 GMT -6 Johnnie Walker, Sentinel Arian, and 2 more like this Post by Lorn on Sept 10, 2015 6:41:44 GMT -6 Sept 9, 2015 17:43:41 GMT -6 Johnnie Walker said: Depression really is a fuckin cunt. I'm sorry that shit is being shit for you, Sully. As you've probably read before, I suffer from MDD (major depressive disorder) and I've only been on meds to treat it for a year. I know what it feels like to have nothing, to feel nothing thus you can always PM me anytime and I'll respond as soon as I can. You'd only be a whiny bitch if a lot of what you posted is whiny, you're just venting and that's perfectly fine. Depression is like drowning while everyone else around you is breathing, but once we break the surface then we'll be stronger after treading through all that bullshit that life likes to toss at us. You have us to vent to and a place to post random humorous crap, things like that goes a long way. If you have Steam, you can add me on there too since I'm on there more than here. It's worse when you have extreme anxiety coupled with major depression. As one of my professors explained it, depression is reliving the negatives of the past, while anxiety is worrying about the uncertainties of the future. And I think I just lost my train of thought in the middle of my tangent... As for Sully, I'd offer to have her rant at me, but I already have my hands full with some other friends, so you guys better be slightly competent!!! B-\| Also, what is your steam JW?! At least then I could type out Quickly, there's no time without waiting for you to log into GW2. Sept 10, 2015 2:14:08 GMT -6 Sentinel Arian said: Sept 9, 2015 17:23:38 GMT -6 Leland Palmer said: YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE SULLY! WE ALWAYS ALONE, ANTI-SOCIAL, FEELING LAME, NO PROPER EDUCATION AND FEELING LIKE WE'VE NEVER ACCOMPLISHED ANYTHING IN LIFE EITHER!! DON'T HAVE TOO MANY FRIENDS, SLAVE AWAY AT SHITTY JOB AND OVERALL JUST FEELING POOPY!! ONLY THING WE HAVE TO ESCAPE THESE REAL LIFE PROBLEMS ARE MUSIC AND VIDEO GAMES! YOU ARE A GOOD EGG SULLY!!! Mr. Psychologist examines this thread eagerly I would, but I'm tired. I also only have a BA in psychology so I don't think it really counts.
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Deleted I have made 0 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined January 1970	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 6:49:14 GMT -6 via mobile Post by Deleted on Sept 10, 2015 6:49:14 GMT -6 Sept 10, 2015 6:41:44 GMT -6 Lorn said: Sept 9, 2015 17:43:41 GMT -6 Johnnie Walker said: Depression really is a fuckin cunt. I'm sorry that shit is being shit for you, Sully. As you've probably read before, I suffer from MDD (major depressive disorder) and I've only been on meds to treat it for a year. I know what it feels like to have nothing, to feel nothing thus you can always PM me anytime and I'll respond as soon as I can. You'd only be a whiny bitch if a lot of what you posted is whiny, you're just venting and that's perfectly fine. Depression is like drowning while everyone else around you is breathing, but once we break the surface then we'll be stronger after treading through all that bullshit that life likes to toss at us. You have us to vent to and a place to post random humorous crap, things like that goes a long way. If you have Steam, you can add me on there too since I'm on there more than here. It's worse when you have extreme anxiety coupled with major depression. As one of my professors explained it, depression is reliving the negatives of the past, while anxiety is worrying about the uncertainties of the future. And I think I just lost my train of thought in the middle of my tangent... As for Sully, I'd offer to have her rant at me, but I already have my hands full with some other friends, so you guys better be slightly competent!!! B-\| Also, what is your steam JW?! At least then I could type out Quickly, there's no time without waiting for you to log into GW2. Sept 10, 2015 2:14:08 GMT -6 Sentinel Arian said: Mr. Psychologist examines this thread eagerly I would, but I'm tired. I also only have a BA in psychology so I don't think it really counts. That anxiety you just explained about here, I get that sometimes and fuck I hate it, that uncertainty about the future, it's true.. you nailed it or your professor did.
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Deleted I have made 0 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined January 1970	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 7:00:37 GMT -6 Post by Deleted on Sept 10, 2015 7:00:37 GMT -6 Sept 10, 2015 6:41:44 GMT -6 Lorn said: I would, but I'm tired. I also only have a BA in psychology so I don't think it really counts. it doesnt count because psychology is a gimmick
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Rawgrim Banned for Spam "There are several creatures approaching from the south-east" I have made 4,536 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined August 2015 I've received 2,577 likes My gender is Male	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 7:55:34 GMT -6 Post by Rawgrim on Sept 10, 2015 7:55:34 GMT -6 Sorry to hear about your depression, Sully. Happy to help in any way I can, if need be. I had that crap myself for many years. It still pops up now and again, though.
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Johnnie Walker Ghosts Top Shelf I do not like that Sam-I-Am I have made 795 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined August 2015 I've received 1,629 likes	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 8:17:10 GMT -6 crusty likes this Post by Johnnie Walker on Sept 10, 2015 8:17:10 GMT -6 Sept 10, 2015 6:41:44 GMT -6 Lorn said: Sept 9, 2015 17:43:41 GMT -6 Johnnie Walker said: Depression really is a fuckin cunt. I'm sorry that shit is being shit for you, Sully. As you've probably read before, I suffer from MDD (major depressive disorder) and I've only been on meds to treat it for a year. I know what it feels like to have nothing, to feel nothing thus you can always PM me anytime and I'll respond as soon as I can. You'd only be a whiny bitch if a lot of what you posted is whiny, you're just venting and that's perfectly fine. Depression is like drowning while everyone else around you is breathing, but once we break the surface then we'll be stronger after treading through all that bullshit that life likes to toss at us. You have us to vent to and a place to post random humorous crap, things like that goes a long way. If you have Steam, you can add me on there too since I'm on there more than here. It's worse when you have extreme anxiety coupled with major depression. As one of my professors explained it, depression is reliving the negatives of the past, while anxiety is worrying about the uncertainties of the future. And I think I just lost my train of thought in the middle of my tangent... As for Sully, I'd offer to have her rant at me, but I already have my hands full with some other friends, so you guys better be slightly competent!!! B-\| Also, what is your steam JW?! At least then I could type out Quickly, there's no time without waiting for you to log into GW2. It really is an ugly combo, I take Vistaril for my anxiety, but it's gotten a bit better over the past 4-5 months. I'll just link my Steam profile since there's a lot of Johnnie Walkers on there.
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Deleted I have made 0 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined January 1970	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 9:11:09 GMT -6 Post by Deleted on Sept 10, 2015 9:11:09 GMT -6 The Gandalf hat and the weird ass clothes That's Comme des Garçons and the Buffalo I know guerrillas with the triggers that's on a banana clip And packin' with the biggest missiles These nigas is knocking over vehicles These nigas ain't waitin' just to see nigas These nigas ain't tryna hear plea nigas These nigas like choppin' down trees, nigas These nigas 1-2-3 and they squeeze, nigas These nigas hit the weed then they lean nigas, gee, niga Ah censor, you slay me
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Deleted I have made 0 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined January 1970	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 9:29:15 GMT -6 Post by Deleted on Sept 10, 2015 9:29:15 GMT -6 Oh, baby, it's alright now, you ain't gotta flaunt for me If we go Dutch you can still touch, my love is free We can work without the perks just you and me Thug it out 'til we get it right
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Fast Jimmy Pillar of the Community I have made 972 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined August 2015 I've received 910 likes My gender is Male	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 9:44:09 GMT -6 via Tapatalk Lorn likes this Post by Fast Jimmy on Sept 10, 2015 9:44:09 GMT -6 Sept 10, 2015 1:46:53 GMT -6 InquisitorRecon said: Comfort yourself with the fact that at least you're not me OP. I suffer from clinical depression and my solution is drinking and undermining everybody around me, try those. You forgot clopping.
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Fast Jimmy Pillar of the Community I have made 972 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined August 2015 I've received 910 likes My gender is Male	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 9:44:12 GMT -6 via Tapatalk Post by Fast Jimmy on Sept 10, 2015 9:44:12 GMT -6 Sept 10, 2015 9:11:09 GMT -6 @ero said: The Gandalf hat and the weird ass clothes That's Comme des Garçons and the Buffalo I know guerrillas with the triggers that's on a banana clip And packin' with the biggest missiles These nigas is knocking over vehicles These nigas ain't waitin' just to see nigas These nigas ain't tryna hear plea nigas These nigas like choppin' down trees, nigas These nigas 1-2-3 and they squeeze, nigas These nigas hit the weed then they lean nigas, gee, niga Ah censor, you slay me You are misspelling ninjas.
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Fast Jimmy Pillar of the Community I have made 972 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined August 2015 I've received 910 likes My gender is Male	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 9:45:30 GMT -6 via Tapatalk Post by Fast Jimmy on Sept 10, 2015 9:45:30 GMT -6 Sept 10, 2015 7:00:37 GMT -6 @rakiatime said: Sept 10, 2015 6:41:44 GMT -6 Lorn said: I would, but I'm tired. I also only have a BA in psychology so I don't think it really counts. it doesnt count because psychology is a gimmick Cognitive Behavioral Theory en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cognitive_behavioral_therapy The Psychology is Real.
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Lady Artifice Pillar of the Community I have made 515 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined August 2015 I've received 973 likes My gender is Female	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 11:38:33 GMT -6 Post by Lady Artifice on Sept 10, 2015 11:38:33 GMT -6 Sully, I'm so sorry you have to deal with this. I don't think there are any platitudes or quick fix pieces of advice that can really help, because this kind of thing is enduring and constant. I don't think that any of us who don't have to live with it can know what it's like. But at least you have lots of people here, and if you need people to listen, you have that. If we can try to offer encouragement, even better.
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Deleted I have made 0 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined January 1970	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 12:12:40 GMT -6 Post by Deleted on Sept 10, 2015 12:12:40 GMT -6 Sept 10, 2015 7:00:37 GMT -6 @rakiatime said: Sept 10, 2015 6:41:44 GMT -6 Lorn said: I would, but I'm tired. I also only have a BA in psychology so I don't think it really counts. it doesnt count because psychology is a gimmick Why God?
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Sentinel Arian Banned for Spam I have made 4,063 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined August 2015 I've received 2,122 likes My gender is Male BSN Posts 17K+	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 12:53:48 GMT -6 Post by Sentinel Arian on Sept 10, 2015 12:53:48 GMT -6 Ah I found the perfect solution to your depression Sully. Eat one and listen to DJ/Trance music. Happiness 100% guaranteed!
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TheRealJayDee Full Member I have made 30 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined August 2015 I've received 33 likes My gender is Male	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 14:04:10 GMT -6 Post by TheRealJayDee on Sept 10, 2015 14:04:10 GMT -6 I really wish there was some easy advice to give in a situation like this, some easy solution. Sadly I don't have that. This can be some really painful and enduring shit. :-[ I haven't had to deal with depression myself (although over the last two years or so I felt rather close to something I'd identify as such), but among my family and friends there are quite a few who suffer(ed) from it. Especially an ex-girlfriend of mine was seriously affected by clinical depression and frequent panic attacks, those were some difficult times. Right now she and most of the others are in a relatively good place (as far as I know), thanks to (sometimes years of) therapy, in some cases medicine, and not the least through the support from their loved ones. It's really good if you have people to talk to, who also might be able to help notice should things get too bad (and if those people happen to be some weirdos on an internet forum, so be it ^^). And if things do get too bad - please just ("just" ) seek increasing degrees of professional help. If I learned anything over the years it's that there's no shame whatsoever in doing so. Anyways, I hope you're feeling better already, or will do so soon, Sully! Try to focus on the good things, do stuff that you like, and don't let that pesky chemical mess in your brain take over. If you need someone to talk to, well, you already got some nice offers in this thread. I'm not sure we ever spoke before, but feel free to PM me as well if you want.
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Sully Banned for Spam Needs a pee I have made 2,341 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined August 2015 I've received 1,070 likes My gender is Female BSN Posts UNDER 9000	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 16:21:34 GMT -6 Post by Sully on Sept 10, 2015 16:21:34 GMT -6 Sept 10, 2015 12:53:48 GMT -6 Sentinel Arian said: Ah I found the perfect solution to your depression Sully. Eat one and listen to DJ/Trance music. Happiness 100% guaranteed! Trance music eh? you know i hear Autoerotic Asphyxiation is good.
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Lorn Pillar of the Community What are you afraid of? I have made 678 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined August 2015 I've received 367 likes My gender is Male	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 17:39:43 GMT -6 Post by Lorn on Sept 10, 2015 17:39:43 GMT -6 Sept 10, 2015 9:45:30 GMT -6 Fast Jimmy said: Sept 10, 2015 7:00:37 GMT -6 @rakiatime said: it doesnt count because psychology is a gimmick Cognitive Behavioral Theory en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cognitive_behavioral_therapy The Psychology is Real. I have a love-hate relationship with CBT. On one hand it can help someone overcome their anxiety/depression by helping them correct their maladaptive thoughts, but on the other hand it's completely useless if the thoughts are persistent with the therapy/medication.
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Fast Jimmy Pillar of the Community I have made 972 posts Right now I'm Offline I joined August 2015 I've received 910 likes My gender is Male	i fukin hate depression. Sept 10, 2015 17:40:04 GMT -6 via Tapatalk Post by Fast Jimmy on Sept 10, 2015 17:40:04 GMT -6 You know what makes me depressed? How much I like Taco Bell's breakfast. It makes me sad to know how much of a sucker I am for something blatantly terrible for you. Cinnabons filled with delicious cream cheese frosted and covered in sugared Fruity Pebbles? That's entrapment.
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