My recent gaming hours in the past 14 days is 166 hours. At least my no life life is going better than the real shit.

When you do a 240kg (530lbs) dead lift and feel like dying and then you see a guy on Youtube doing 300kg (660) easily. 

I'm disappointed in my job search.

I have a good job, I just hate it and it's not advancing me in the career field I want to be in.

I've been looking daily for 18 months and applied for dozens, if not hundreds, of other jobs that would be a better fit for me and can't even get so much as a phone interview.

It's really starting to mess with my self worth. Add onto that my wife and I have been talking about getting a house for years, but feel like we can't because we don't know where my job will have me end up...