Hey guys xD 

I made this account, not to come back, yet... but to say properly goodbye, for now...

I plan on coming back once my surgeries are over in a few weeks or so, thank you for everything. I love you all!!

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There are circumstances which you are not aware of. I am not allowed to discuss them in public. I felt I had no choice in that given moment with the given choices I had. Anyway, I won't be posting more for a while.

Besides, I tend to leave when things gets bad, easier that way, always been.

Edit: I want to quickly add that I also got a small blood clot in the brain, without being aware (was discovered on the heart monitor I wore this week and last week and ekg) due to all the stress caused by the fighting here and that's also why I suddenly decided to impulsively delete my account. I can't take the stress in my current situation and that's not to say I'm without blame in those fights, I take full responsibility for my part. I just need a distance for a while before I end up with a heart attack or something.

Good luck.................also if you dont come back i'll send Voxr to kill you...

Fuck... I need to make this last post in order to explain something properly, otherwise it will just not feel right.

I've seen several say and tell me that I care too much on these boards about what other people think of me and this is true to some degree.. I do.. you have also said that I am often moody and I overreact.. well people.. this condition I have with my brain and my surgery, it's called High Pressure Hydrocephalus and it is THE main cause to why I act that way, I care too much. It gives me moodswings, makes me over emotional etc, in short.. it's not something I can help.. it's a brain disease.. I attached below a copy from wikipedia a description of it, so hopefully you guys can see it better from my side. I know it's hard for outsiders to understand it and I totally understand that xD

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Basically:

Irritability;
Seizures;
Separated sutures;
Sleepiness;
Changes in personality, memory, or the ability to reason or think
Excessive sleepiness;
Headache;
Irritability, poor temper control;
Vomiting

Etc......

Okay I'm gone....

I'm not sure exactly what's happened but everyone chill the fuck out.

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COME AT ME!

Anybody that's willing to fill me in on what's going on, please do so. But be respectful to other people's issues as well. I don't want to be attributed to any hurt feelings, stepped-on toes, or dramatic irony. I just want to know what's going on and why this place suddenly got so tense. If anyone can tell me in as delicate terms as possible, I would like to know what's happening.

Have a successful surgery and fast recovery OWA.

See you after "some" weeks.

Oh, back already. lol.

Well, good luck with the surgery again, etc.



We did it to piss you off specifically.